Suppressing the memories...

Please someone tell me why
why am i so lame?
why do i play this game?
why do i always end up....

brokenhearted

can someone please explain
why i treat myself so
why i can never let go
why do i always end up....

brokenhearted

i do not understand
why i lock myself away
closed in my mind i stay
suppressing the memories....

of a broken heart