A story about me

A new day is coming up
Its the 10th of december
And Im walking on a grey road
Full of footsteps
It has been raining
And Im walking for five mile
A cold breeze maked my eyes go blind
But still I have to walk further
Just to let everyone see that Im still alive
Well I hate to be here
But still finally Im on the street thunderstormstreet
The street where I have to be
Walk step by step to the door
Staring at a dark depressive door
Till someone opens the door
Its someone I dont even know
Telling to the person Hi with a fake smile
Walk trough the door
Closing the door
Put my jacket somewhere in a weird box
Gives the person a hand and tell her my name
She said I had to follow her so I did
She stopped in front of a old chair
Somewhere far away from the others
Beside one person
But he is also not that busy
Telling him Hi with a fake smile again
But He doesnt ever answered back
So I Look at the window
It seems the sky is crying just like me
It also feels like the only one that can understand me is the sky
Hmm I think Im gonna lose my attention here
My mind .. somewhere far away from the world
It looks like someone screamed my name but I didnt here it
So someone next to me grabbed my hand
And said I had to yell back
But I didnt answer
He asked me if someting was wrong
I didnt hear him and fell on the ground
Everyone screaming in the crowded room but still didnt care that I lay on the ground bleeding
So I was slowly dying
And the one next to me cried along
But he also was to frozen to do something
It looks like this is gonna be my last birthday
And do you know my litle secret?
This isnt just a birthday
This is my sweet seventeen birthday
Well about five minutes
Im gone
It feels like Im choken
I cant breath
Trying to tell to everyone goodbye
But no one listen
My last breath has come
Three seconds and Im dead
One ..............
Two ..............
The person next to me screams Noo !!
But its allready to late
Three ...........
The crowded room heard the screaming
And came running
Looked at my dead body
And did leave in silence

This is my story ... This is something where Im a afraid of ...