Surrendered Unselfishness

I'd do anything for him,

If only he knew that.

Everyday I see him, and think "I wish he was mine,

forever and always, until the end of time."

He has no idea how crazy about him I am.

How I dream of him every night.

How each day is an internal fight.

Fighting against myself, so I'll never hurt him in any

way.

Through any pain I'll continue to stand everyday.

Even if it hurts me in a small way.

I know I'll always be able to say,

"I love you."

Never will I say it to him until I know he's ready to hear

it.

Until then i hold it inside me, in my heart.

I'll endure whatever it takes to keep him close to me.

I'll sacrifice my own feelings as long as I will always

have him.

All I want is to make him happy, to make him smile.

To feel my love, for now and all while.

I want him as my own. No one else's. (Back off bobby!)

He already seems to be mine, so why cant it be official

until the end of time?

When the day finally comes, forever I am his, and

forever, will he be mine?