Heartbreak

It hurts so much
to think that I want you
but can't have you.

You don't know how
much you mean to me.
You don't know that
I still love you.

Being without you
has hurt me in so
many ways.
Why can't I have
you back, when
I want you so bad.

Am I really that bad?
Am I really that horrible?
If i am not..
then why don't you
come back to me?