I am hurting so bad.
And no one realizes it.
They all see my happy
smiley face and tell me
how proud of me they are
for being able to go through
all this and not breakdown.
They don't know about the
cutting, they don't know
about the puking.
They don't know about any
of that.
But they continue to congratualate
me.
I wish someone would
see the pain.
I wish someone could
help me.
But there is no help.
I must get through this.
No matter the cost,
no matter the pain.
I will make it through.
