Up to heaven pt 2

Footprints in the snow
Paint the best of pictures
No matter how you truly feel
holding everything in
letting everything go
nothing seems to go right
Especially for me
My heart pounded every time I was with him
But this is my final goodbye and I'm sorry
I was tired of being his worst of his mistakes
I was tired of everyone stopping to stare at the two of us
I was so in love with him
Baby if you read this I'm sorry but tonight was my final goodbye
My heart sang every time I was with you
My heart cried every time I was without you
Time grew smaller
And so did my heart
My head started to go insane
And I started with my cutting again
They always made fun
And told me that I never deserved you
So I let my body on the floor
And this letter in my hand
To show you that I was sick and twisted
But I honestly do love you
And I'm sorry I walked away from you
But I know that you can make it without me
I loved when you took my hand
And I loved when you snuck out just to see me
I loved how you called me just to one more time tell me that you loved me and cared
I loved how you were always right there
I honestly knew that you cared
I love how you lifted me up to heaven only to have them make me leave you all alone
I was always here to show the darker side
I thank you for sticking by my side in
the snow;
in the spring to the summer all year fling
Baby I am so in love with you
But remember that I am watching you from up above
And I thank you for sticking up for me
I thank you for giving me that feeling of love
Before I let my hands do the thinking!
In the snow
In the summer
In the fall and even in the spring
You always kissed me and told me you'd never leave me!
Like I said this is my final goodbye
As I set this pen and paper down
I'm going to over dose and cut my final time!