I'm Already Gone

In these past two weeks we've only spoken twice
This lack of communication slowly killing me inside
Just cause I don't show emotion, you think I'm cold
Baby you'd be shocked if you knew how much I've cried

Is it surprising to know that everyday wait by the phone
Still loving you even though I'm drowning in heartache
Wishing we could go back to how it was, rectify the past
Though I'm well aware loving you was my biggest mistake

Tried so desperately to fix this disastrous mess we created
Still so indecisive, want it all back then don't want to know
Been apart for a while yet you still control this heart of mine
How can you say you love me then do nothing but ignore?

Lacking your affection causing me to become so numb
Can't you tell me how to deal with this sorrow and pain
After everything we've been through, now nothing left
Was everything we pledged to each other really in vain?

Maybe you're realizing you still have my heart and soul
But let me warn you, don't think you can still lead me on
Though it may be a while of, eventually the day will arrive
When you realize you want me back, but I'll already be gone

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