MY KIDS, MY LIFE

Everyday i get out of bed,

sometimes not willing but the kids need to be fed,

not always do i feel like changing a diaper or feeding a kid,

but this is now the life i been lead,

i get iritated cuz she wont stop her cry,

or becuz i tell him something and his reply is mom why,

sometimes i wana cry feeling so emotionaly drained,

thinkin to my self i think im insane,

but then i look into there eyes,

thinkin how wonderful they lite up the sky,

cant believe how lucky i must be,

to have such wonderful kids next to me,

all the screamin and crying and the mommy why,

so much joy to lift me so high,

i never knew you could luv sumone so much,

and how you can jus appreciate every litle touch,

every last word and every smile,

makes everything worth while,

so i figure i have so many yrs,

and oh so many tears,

of crys that wont be becuz she tired,

but of the boy who made her cry,

and his questions of mommy how or why,

will someday barely even be a hi,

arguements and its all ur fault will someday appear,

but all i can do is just wait for those yrs,

for life goes by so fast,

so hold on to all memories and make them last,

becuz all the draining you feel now has just begun,

yet im so thankful and looking forward to it all w my daughter and son!