Do you think that if you ignore it,
That it will all just go away?
Your blind to see that it hurts,
So much more each and everyday.
I know that you say you love me constantly,
But when im honest, i don't see you care, not at all, not even a little bit.
Your never there by my side,
Everything you do betrays my mind, bit by bit.
I know you've been ignoring what i feel,
For what seems like years.
Maybe even an eternity,
Tell me, what are my love's and fears?
It took you so long just to realize,
Of just how unhappy i am.
One year later, and it's all an act im still so unwell,
I wish for one minute, you would listen and give a damn.
One thing is positive, the help that i need,
To sort out my mind, body, soul and heart.
the future is bleak with only darkness surrounding it,
This is the world, of which i wish to part.
Far too proud to even ask a soul for help,
I wish for a minute, i could tell people just how i feel.
These friend's of mine i cannot let in,
Just because my mind is so scared of betrayal.
For one moment in my life, i want to be loved,
So badly it aches.
You could tell me a million times, my mind does not communicate,
Something hold's me back and i cannot believe you.
Now everything has changed, So bleak and so dull,
The final chapter of my story, Final piece of the puzzle.
Happiness never came to my lips, Sadness would cease to pass.
The ending of my story, The last lines which crossed my lips.
