It's hard to be okay

Its so hard to be okay..

when your the one who makes me feel this way

sometimes i don't care of what you say but of what i feel

you don't understand this pain that reveals when you ignore me

and think its alright

you care about every other feeling but mine & i push myself to be someone other than me, just to be that friend..

i wonder if i ever sleep through in your heart ..

its so hard to be okay when you make me feel like i'm nothing