This was a game to you and hurting me was the only way to win...
So please tell me what has changed now that wasn't the same then?
What am I supposed to say I never stopped loving you...
But can you blame me for hiding from all that you do..
It gave you pleasure to see the tears in my eyes..
It made you live when I believed all of your lies...
There wasn't a thing I wouldn't of done....
Even though loving you was wrong..
I could never hate you then so how can I hate you now..all I need to know is why??
I was finally over you and it's so amazing what the words I love you can revive...
That was were we began so long ago...me falling in love with your words...
And now your pulling me back in, Once again becoming my world.
I can't trust you like I used to...
I deserve better then you
I don't know what I'm thinking giving you once my try...
When you were the reason I was awake sobbing out cries...
You were just a stupid boy who found there way into my stupid black heart..
Slowly making me live, finally a reason to live even if you would break me apart..
I was so naive then, thinking you meant Forever??
Maybe if I hadn't we would still be together?
I think that theres no changing what you've done...
And no way to change what I've become..
I can't believe you where my breath...
When you caused this pain in my chest..
I'm still stuck in the past, however even I know we won't be the same...
I am tired of waiting for you....I'll share some of that emotion I felt...Here's pain...
This feeling it will linger on and it won't cease to fast
You know this is all very IRONIC, here's to the start of your new past...
