Beaten on the floor

Sitting in the silence of my serenity
feeling the tears run down my cheeks
and finding myself with yet another urge to bleed.
My incarcerated soul
gave up and is slowly letting go,
would you love me if you knew my pain?
would you save me if you saw my shame?
Do you find me beautiful,
if you do then WHY???
If your feelings are really true then why do you continue to do what what do,
saying you love me then leaving me
to bleed,
hitting me through my face as i fall to my knees.
Leaving me crying as I cough up blood,
leaving me to be ignored from the angels above,
killing the angels that control my fate,
my world is over one more time
all because of you,
you and your sick twisted lies.
Would you hear me if I called out to you,
would you love me and tell me your feelings are genuinely true
or leave me yet again
lying beaten on the floor
black and blue...