Revived

Pushing me under yet again
leaving me lying
feeling as if I would be better off dead,
In my dreams last night I saw your face
I forgot about everything that happened and the pain was erased,
The scars vanished and my tears dried up
daddys fallen angel
has officially given up,
my love for you is what destroyed me
the pain you caused is what killed me
and now as I lye here drowning in solitude again
placing the blade on my soft pale skin
giving a sigh as relief as the metal sinks in.
I woke up dead this morning,
I woke up dead to this life...
My love for you is what robbed me of my life
saying sweet I love yous that meant nothing at all,
allowing you to go on destroying my world,
we all have the things we try so hard to hide
but the scars from that night have
all been revived...