To my mom....hope ur happy

You said you really cared
then why did you leave
you said you be there
was i too blind to see
you said you'd come back for me
but i haven't seen you yet
you said you'd always think of me
but i bet i don't cross your mind
you said you wouldn't lie to me
but thats not the reason why...
you left me here all alone
no explanation
you left me here
filled with humiliation
yet i still don't get it in my head
sometimes you treat me like im dead
would you even want to see me
after all these years
would you be able to do whats right
and fight back all your tears
start to treat me like i exist
or would you take the reason to another twist
why is it so hard to be there for me
lets face it
your what i never want to be.....