I Never thought......

I never thought you'd turn away
I never thought I'd see the day
I never would have guessed
That you'd move on with such ease
And I sit here alone, as the loved ones around me seem to kiss and tease
I apologized a million times
I wish I could have begged and begged and stayed there forever
But now you're with him, and I'm all alone
And all because I left, and you thought forever I'd be gone
I never thought you'd tell me it's over
I would have never thought you'd push me aside
And now all I want to do is drown my sorrow
Lay in bed and simply cry

I thought that you returned my love
I held you among everyone else, above
I thought that you were my Juliet
And I your Rosaline
But I guess without me, you're just fine
I think about you every day, how I broke your heart
And now I guess it's your turn, you tore me apart
I used to admire you with such adoration
I used to thank every power for you being it's greatest creation
I used to envy you're grace
And now I'm lost in the lonely place

I remember when you held me in your arms
I remember when you'd whisper a sweet I love you
I remember these things because now all I dream about is you
I remember how hurt you were when I made that mistake
And I remember how long it took me to fix it
But now it's useless

I never would have thought you'd throw my love, my heart, my soul out of your life
But now that you have
Now that you've walked away from us for good
I wish I knew what to do
To get over you, to get over it all, only if I could
I never thought that I'd give up on you loving me
But I guess everything was just fantasy, a dream