Please read this its true I have been in this abuse a long time bout 3 years and finally have the courage to leave I hope no one ever goes through this!!
I sit and stare out the window
Trying to decide where to go!
Confused and torn full of pain and sorrow
I ask myself will this abuse be here tomorrow?
I walk into the room where ur sleeping.
I'm looking at the future if I stay w u
I open the door and start peeping in
Trying to find the keys to the car
Trying not to make any noise
Or else I know I won't get far!
You've changed over the years,
And I don't want to go back now
I don't know y I took u back twice
I trusted u w all my heart and trusted ur vow.
My heart is beating o so fast.
I grab the keys grab the boy befor I go
I trusted ur every word right down to the last.
I can't believe I'm doing this
I'm walking away from my life
I won't tolerate ur abuse and longer.
I don't want this pain to linger.
I know in time my life w get better
Before I go I grab a pen and piece of paper and write u a letter.
My dearest husband
These years of marriage
Has been nothing but a lie,
Cuz in the end u abused Me
And now its my goodbye.
I don't see to fight for this marriage anymore
Our son needs a better place
As I keep writing my makeup is smearing tears roll down my face
My body aches and hurts in agony
My hand starts to tremble and shake trying desperately to finish this letter before u awake!
Don't try to look for Me
I'm done I've walked
Leave Me alone let Me be
I do not want ur abuse anymore
I'm done w ur hands being on Me
Here's my letter I've walked out the door!
