She expicts me to do so much more than i can do
she wants me to be perfect
perfectly pretty
perfectly thin
perfectly perfect
she doesnt give a damn about my health
she says being thin will make me happy
shes the one that makes me love the empty feeling in my stomach
shes the one that makes my food come up when ever i burp
shes the one that cusses me out when i dont do something right
shes the one that controls my life...
when people say that girls with Ana do it for control, its not always true
because some of us know
that shes the one with control...not us
that she makes the roles
that shes our blessing and our curse
