Derranged and hard to see
The sadness being thrown at me
Tired of listening to all the lies
Tired of not being able to fight
Round and round the merry go round we go
Rumors to lies, lies to hate
Its all just a petty game
Dose any one really see what they have done?
No of course not they just like the game
Day after day just visualizing more power, more gain
Happly ever after is a lie
That were told so hopefully well survive
In this life that you can't beat
Outnumbered by all, and valued by none
It keeps us on our toes thats what they say
Every moment of every living day
Although each breath causes excruciating pain
We don't say anything and walk away
Turning our backs to face whats left
Of our fragmented heart shattered so easely
But is that the way god made it to be?
But still an empty chest is what you see
When you look inside of me
No heart so to speak of its been long gone
Pumbled down by degrading lies
Pushed to the limit time after time
This is how I suspect I lead my life
