A Failure

Born into a nothing
Never to amount to anything
Worn out my welcome
What have I become
A failure
Some did request my morbid services
Some did not
Now they are where I want and deserve to be
The veins rise with heat
But too many pills may be just what I need
The potential pussy factor sickens me
Is this what a man is really supposed to be
So now I collect all my things and sell all
Call it liquidating my mind is all
These four walls cant protect me from myself
I was spawn from the seed of a serial killer
He told me how and when. He even told me when it all began
Now I sit here with fresh cuts. Open wounds
But just like him
I cannot wait for open season
I am a failure
Born for nothing
Into a nothing
It's all just a void
My life has progressed into a digression
I am a failure
Feel no pity for me
I loved. I hated. I crushed. I destroyed
Now the cycle will end
Some may never know my torment
Never know my pain
I am a failure
Ana may just look like a life taken in vain