Let you go

Because sometimes i miss you so much it hurts,
and the sad thing is you don't see what its worth.
because sometimes i cry so hard i want to break,
the reason I'm lost and cant escape.
because of you i cant look at myself the same,
i wish i never met you,or ever heard your name.
sometimes i picture us in my head,and it cuts so deep it kills,
and the worst thing of it all is that i cant forget,
the lust,the passion,the chills.
i realize we grew apart,and i realize we died,
i wanted to believe we'd last forever,
i wanted to believe you tried.
i get these feelings deep deep down,
that make me cry till you turn around,
and when you do you always see,
the love let down ill always be.
you smile at me and i didnt know why,
And when you do i want to die.
i pray for you,that you'll go far,
but letting you go is the infinity of hard.