K, look, what you went through really sucked, and i know it broke your heart. but you have to get over that and realize that life isn't always going to end up like that and you have to realize that most people aren't like her. you have to pick up the pieces and face the things that are going to be the hardest. please, just look a few months down the road, and picture it with me, just picture it. would you and i together be worth it? every single person in every single relationship is going to feel like they don't want to be in love. but, if they love that person enough and if that person is worth it, then they fight for each other. i don't care if you and her don't get along anymore, or if you guys even like each other anymore, I'm NOT her. i would still have respect for you and I'd look at you differently than everyone else because you were the guy that i loved. I'm not like other girls, i wouldn't treat you bad, i wouldn't intentionally break your heart. i want you. and i need you. i want you to go places with your life and i want to be proud of you. and i guess i won't get to experience any of that stuff with you because you won't give me the opportunity to show you that I'm worth it, maybe, i guess, to you i never really was worth it... so i guess, just please, don't lead me on anymore, don't kiss me if you don't mean it... and if, or when, i say i love you, don't say it back. don't tell me you're worth waiting for, if I'm waiting for something that's never going to happen. don't tell me that you miss me, don't call me cute. don't do all of the things that make me fall for you more every day, because it's just going to break my heart again, the next time you tell me that it's never going to work. I know that you still care about me, you wouldn't tell me that you love me if you never cared. but if you can't get over some small facts, then i have to question whether or not it's real love. and the last thing that i want is for you to let me be, you've got it all wrong. i want to be with you, okay? you told me that you were worth waiting for. why would you tell me that if you didn't mean it? and you aren't screwing with my mind, you're breaking my heart. and you're making me seem like some mistake. how do you even know if it was a mistake or not, you never even gave it a chance. you didn't even give it a chance. you're just throwing me away and pushing me away and pretending like you know what it's going to be like when you have no idea. and yes, we're both still young, but you do not understand it at all. you just keep thinking about all the bad things, you're making it seem like I'm not good enough and i have to ask why, why am i not good enough?
my heart screams, keep fighting for him.
- i heart you.
-- well i love you.
- you give me butterflies.
-- I've never had butterflies, until you.
i miss you already sweetheart.
