I look back on my life
And I look at the knife
I see the blood in a funny shape
And my blanket that’s been draped
It covers the dark mess Ive made
On it comes a dark shade
I see what I have done
All my life without anyone
No-one to see, no-one to listen
The light I see in my blood glistens
I look over and see what Ive missed
I see the knife Ive kissed
I try to pick it up but miss
I try again and I yet again miss
I look closer to see why
I grab at it then I see why
I look up & I’m scared, I look at my bed
I see the one thing I have missed as a smile I shed
I see my dead body lying on my bed
All this time Ive been dead
