I hated me

Tears flow freely from her grief-stricken face,
Her hands tremble as she wipes them away,
Memories rushing forward at their own pace,
As her thoughts drift back to that day,

Sobs choke from her throat, erupting the air,
As she bangs her fists hard on the glass mirror,
Life just didn't like her, nothing was ever fair,
As her heart falls, she's filled with cold hard terror,

She screams out for help, but no one comes,
And another single glossy tear falls,
She looks up at the mirror, looking at what's become,
As she has changed completely, over all,

Pressing her hands onto the cold glass,
She whispers "Who am I now?
As I've changed so fast,
Why did this happen, and how?"

Looking deep into the brown eyes,
Of a girl she no longer even sees,
She whispers "I can't hide the reason why,
I always hated the person I was; I hated me."

Written by Makalah Nov. 18, 2008