Circus in my head...

My heart running a race faster than everyone passing so fast I quiver I shake I twich I just want to escape pull out my hair from its roots as my whole body locks making it nearly impossible to move I feel in the pit of my stomach that my entire insides will soon make it up my throat and out my mouth my eyes going in every direction my heart feel's as thou its going to escape from my chest run off and end it all i beg it does just make it all end all these thought's rushing threw my head all around me I try to run as fast as I can I try to escape them but it doesnt seem to work every corner I turn I cant escape the horror of which life has brought me tear's they begin rushing out escaping finally everything pours out I toss and turn begging for its end PLEASE GO AWAY!! but it wont it pick's and tear's at me knowing my each and every weakness breaking me apart without a sweat tearing my insides making its way to the surface of my skin I might just end it now digging my nails across my face while my head bang's across the wall's that crush me in I cant handle it any longer MAKE IT STOPPP F U C K!!!!.... this circus in my head it won't stop until im dead...

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