I like the last two lines. "I never wanted this, but I can't stop it now." They reminded me of that feeling of wanting something so badly, and then getting it and realizing you didn't actually want it after all. I was a bit confused though. Was it talking about suicide? Or was the poison just being used as a metaphor? Either way, wonderful. 5/5

Well it was much more than that
"The poison taste like sugar
While the pain is the ease" it's like curing pain with pain, fighting anger with anger hard to explain i know. sometimes it's alright to have a lit anger a litte pain to remind you your alive.