Yet Again I am here
At the place in my life I hate to be
I always try to be there
but once again i almost gave you the key
The key to my heart which was locked for a reason
I locked it up so I could stop the hurt.
But that didn't stop it.
You still found away around
the barb wire fence
Why does it feel.
like this is unreal.
I am tired of hurting for the same old reasons.
And no this is not about my love life again.
This is about my best friend.
Why did that drunk have to hit you.
Why did you have to die.
You left me be hide again.
And I thought you were a friend.
If you would have staid.
Like I had said.
Then you would have lived and I would be died.
But it is better for you to live
With your so to be wife and kid.
You know that I love you.
So much that is true.
And forever I will.
But let me say thanks.
I will tell my godson what you were like.
but I told you not to go and start the fight.
I said that it was alright.
They might have hurt me deeply inside but you were there to hold me high.
Well I'm done now
So there is only one thing left to say.
I love you as a brother and as a friend.
So rest In peace and ill see you soon at the pearly gates.
