No where to run,
to where to hide,
no one to go to,
no one that cares.
should i stay or should i go?
don't know how much longer i can take,
giving it my all,
nothing in return,
is it real or fake?
hearts hanging low,
give it a boost.
why do i feel like this?
everything was going good.
but now i sit alone,
and wonder why now?
out of no where,
depression hits, life's a blur,
no one to turn to,
except god himself.
hurting more and more each day,
thoughts fill my head, tell them to go away,
why can't things go back to a week or so ago,
when everything was fine?
maybe I'm overreacting,
or maybes its just another curve ball,
everything i once held dear,
is falling out of my hands,
hitting the ground.
when will things turn around,
hopefully soon because its taking an impact on me.
I'm lost and confused,
standing with my hands in the air,
yelling "why me, why now?",
no answers to be heard,
except you'll be fine,
yeah i probably will,
but i need more than that right now,
i need someone to look me in the eye and say they care and love me.
as days go by and my depression deepens,
i can only say I'm sorry for everything,
i never thought that it would come to this day,
where you can't even look me in the eye.
