Monster in Me

Take my hand and lead me on
Travel that road in perfect daylight
Shne on me, shy from the dark
Run and scream from my grasp
You'll reject the monster inside
Like It it's going to pick uncanny
Moments to jump from sewers
Yelling at you with evil intent
I don't deserve your warmth
Compliments are taken as lies
I'm not sure you understand, love
I'm not who you really think
Evil and supressing pain,
I wanna murder all the happy
In love, yes I might be, but no
It's not with you,
Simply, I'm in love with the lies
The mask up front, covering it all
It protects who I care for
Less pain for you, more for me
Beat me in like a punching bag
I absorb the shock and display
My pain for all to see
You can't sense it or see it
Hearing it will be impossible.
You must get to me, eat at me
Until you see
The monster I behold.