You hate to love and hate to hate? When these two sentences are linked to each other they create very controversy image about the speaker.

I can understand the fact you hate to love. In the previous poem you said it hurts to love someone. So maybe this negative image of love is based on your previous experience. Still, as a clever person you do not let it effect on your attitude towards to love. If you just scratched the surface of love you really do not know is the all mass of love all the same or not.

But this sentence you hate to hate... Hate is not a bad thing. Nowdays people are lack of ability to seperate good from evil. It is right to hate sometimes. It is justified. But you have to be very careful about the things you hate. The things you hate are should be unfair.

Back to the poem... The following sentences:
"I want to rip you out of my chest
But I can't live without you"

Yes, I know I know. Been there, done that. Relationships are difficult. With time we can become experts about them but still...they are so complicated just we humans are. Vulnerable complicated system. Have to handle with care.

I like the way you pour out your emotions in this poem because that is the most valuable ingridient of your poems. The real feelings.

Good work. Keep it up! :)