Given Up +

Another mistake,
Another night,
I've lost my will,
And given up my fight.

It's always the same,
I can't cope and deal,
And eventually,
I'm so numb I can't even feel.

For weeks im fine,
Laughing away,
But everything always changes,
Only taking a day.

It's an evil cycle,
And it won't break,
I'm still at this point,
I don't know how much more I can take.

I have given up...