I tried to find words that could inspire the world
I thought I could create a stream words so perfect
They make even the most wandering soul found,
Make the blindest heart see
They would be mine and I would call
Them my most intricate design of words, but some how he came to mind
between my train of thoughts
Out of thin air like a drop of paint dieing clear water All of the words start
To be about him
I started thinking about the little things I notice when he is next to me
I find myself watching his hands, studying his eyes, reading his comments twice just
To imagine he's saying it right there next to me, wanting him
Just to be close to me always,
That began the reason why I want to shun reality
Reality taunts me and tells me my faults, bringing up my cons,
Persuading me that I may never be good enough for him
He might not look at me the way I look at him
These are the things I try not to think about
They're all I think about
But isn't that what we all need
To find someone
Someone u would actually
Want to think about
Not just lust about
Someone you love as a person
Someone you don't just want to be with
Because they look good
But because you've met never anyone
As great as them
Someone so wonderful you wanted to wait for them
Someone who makes you cry happy tears
Someone u can trust to be yourself around
Someone who makes you smile just to think about them
Someone who makes you think
How did you become so lucky?
Lucky enough to feel that way just once in your life
It gives you the feeling
That it could turn to something so beautiful
It could change you
It could change that person you loved
Just because they thought
That no one would feel that way about
Them, and maybe
They feel the exact way about you
