You're not supposed to...

I don't know what to do..
I don't know what to say..
Today hasn't been normal..
I didn't know it would end this way.

You're not supposed to like me..
You're not supposed to care..
You're not supposed to want me..
Or to wish you could be there.

I think you may have got confused..
Best friends is what we are..
You know you don't really want me..
I think this has gone too far.

Our relationships undescribable..
I think its clear for everyone to see..
We talk for hours and hours..
But in love we're not meant to be.

When you said those three words..
I was honoured at the thought..
But i really think you've got it wrong..
Its your head you've got to sort.

I miss hearing your voice..
I miss our endless talks..
I miss our friendly banter..
And the places we used to walk.

"He'll soon see you're a diamond"..
Is what you once said..
When i cried about a silly boy..
Whose messed around with my head.

But what i didn't realise..
Is you were telling the truth..
It wasn't just to cheer me up..
And now i have the proof.

I didn't think i would hurt this way..
I didn't know i'd miss you..
But after only a few days..
There's so much i need to talk through.

I need you back in my life..
Please dont stay away too long..
I understand you need your space..
But i also need you to stay strong.