Death or Love

The things i think guys/girls
are not helping with my life.
For the last week
I just felt like I just want to kill myself.

Things are going bad for me.
The only thing thats holding me back
is the girl I love very much
and I don't get to see her
That much.

My GF and I have a strong bond
strong Life
strong love.

We live far away from each other.
I want to be with her
and she want to be with me.

Why does God have to do this to me
separate me
the girl I love sooo much
and know her an dated her for 3 or 4 years.

I just want to die
and lift my spirit up
from my corps
and go toward the girl i love
and stand next to her and wait till
she joins me.

I just don't know what to do guys/girls