Why? Because I need you in my life. I need you there to call me baby. I need you there to tell me that you love me. I need you there, to say that you love me even when I don’t want to hear it because I’m so frustrated with you. I need you in my life because I can honestly say that I don’t know who I am without you...I need you there on a bad day. I need you there on a good day. I need you to be my first kiss in the rain. I need you to be my last kiss in the rain. I need you, someday, to be the person I wake up to and the person I see when I fall asleep. I need to dream about you, even when I’m lying beside you. I need you to give me babies and I need you to give me a family. I need you to still love me when we’re 90 years old. I need you to fall in love with over and over, every time you say it. I need you. It’s that simple… I know maybe, maybe that’s selfish. But just tell me if you don’t feel the same. Then I’ll let it be done. But I can’t just let it be done just because of this. I can’t let you let me go.
Do you know?
Do you know how much I love you? Do you know how much I need you? Do you know how much you mean to me? Do you know that I think about you every second, of every day... Every second. Do you know that when I talk about you, instead of saying Heidi, I say my wifey? Do you know that I'm saving up everything I have, in order to give you something to make you happy? Do you know that I want to be the one to give you everything. I want you to have everything you've ever dreamed of, and I want to give it all to you. Do you know that I used to have trouble sleeping, but now I can sleep so easily because I know I'll be able to dream about you. Every day that passes I love you even more. Every smile you make me smile, I love you even more. Every tear drop that leaves my eye, I love you even more. Every sad time, and every argument we have, I love you even more. Whenever we argue, whenever we fight, I keep falling for you. Do you know, I'd never lose these feelings about you, even if tonight was good-bye, I'd always feel this way about you. I would have to force my feelings aside, but I'd never erase them, I'd never erase you. Do you know, that I feel like an important person when you say you love me too? Do you know how crazy you make me? Do you know, that I imagine our family one day, I imagine our children. Do you know, that when I look at you, I see a future, with you and I. A great life, a perfect life with you, with us. Do you know, that when we're old, when your hair is grey, I'll love you even more. Do yo know all of these things baby? Because if you didn't, now you do.
