Wishful Thinking

Yes i fell for you
I knew i shouldn't
Because i knew id fall
But i didn't want to believe the truth

I might have used you
Only for my selfish needs
But you used me for different reasons
And now i know this will never do

This was a mistake from the start
And now I'm having trouble letting go
I accidentally grew feelings
Now your stuck in my heart

I'm trying to get over this part
Trying not to care
But your the reason that I'm thinking
Its like you stabbed me with your lovers dart

Its like you were my favorite drug
Ill never give myself to another
Like i gave myself to you
You cant create your own love

In my heart the pain just dug
Thats what i get for wishful thinking
Now my heart cant take any more
No more of this push and shove

11-24-08 10pm
G.G.