Waiting and wondering
This guilt trip on yourself
Caring for somebody
Who's meant for somebody else
Never before would this kind of thing happened
But he forced his way in
Now he drives back to her, laughing
He leaves you strong in your weak awakening
Remembering who you are
That God created you to be a fighter
Still knowing-later, you'll feel lonely begin her aching
Make yourself busy, apply for more jobs
More money, more time wasted
Forget about finding someone who really cares
Someone who might possibly one day be worth it
Because in order to ignore the fear
You shouldn't shed those tears
Shouldn't hold that breath
Just fully make the most
Of this life you have left
Don't give your heart a choice
Listen to the echo of your voice
Believe in yourself
Forget everything else
