Young; I miss those days
Before you could be
A simple person, a jerk
My father, you must be Hades
Sent from my personal hell
Because you burst in flames
When I calmly suck it up
You're never really here
Drunk as you may be
A coherent discussion is lost
My attempt to end things
Failed to be achieved
I want away from this fire
You're making me sick
I love my little brother
Or I wouldn't even listen
At your pitiful attempts to love
To better our relationship
It eats at me every night
I don't want to hurt you
But I must get away from this
It's ripping me into shreds
You've broken every promise
Told every little lie; excuses
That time when I turned nine
You caused me to be late
For my own party...
When I was sick as hell
At the small age of simple seven
You went off with your friends
My 11 year old sister to care
I couldn't even stand from weakness
The bed was covered in my vomit
Deadly sick I was, and you
Stayed away, drinking that night
When I was 10, and broke my fingers
You couldn't even afford a copay
So I went to softball practice
Three broken, blue and black
Balloony swollen fingers, jammed
That hurt, but still I think
The mental pain of your failed understanding
Hurts worse than all those
Unfading memories in the past
