I lay my head back and gaze at the stars.
I lay my life back wonder where you are.
I remember every little thing you said.
It's more important than anything I've read.
I smile at friends and get a new guy.
I cry to myself only in the moonlight.
I know that forever your the one that caught my eye.
And never again will i get to hold you with all my might.
I had a dream where you finally remembered who i am.
Made me think that you actually gave a... dang.
But then i woke up, my dream came crashing down.
You always did have the power to make my head spin round and round.
I look into his face and smile.
i think maybe this one will last a while.
Heck maybe it'll all be worthwhile.
I sit here and think.
I always did do that too much.
I listen to my favorite song.
And my scars remind me that the past is real
Maybe thats true. my scars do remind me it was real.
You were once truly happy with all i could give you.
Once happy with everything I am.
Once happy with my heart.
I was happy just to see your smile.
Just to feel your arms around me.
Just to feel your fingers intermixed with mine.
You used to smile at me.
You used to be happy with me.
I don't know what i ever did wrong.
Maybe it was that i took to long.
But when I walk toward him.
Someone that wants to be with me.
Someone that wants me for just me.
Someone i know wont last long.
I pass you along the way.
You have your smile back.
You have some confidence.
You seem like your actually happy.
Seeing you happy, makes me want to cry.
But hey when it comes to you what doesn't.
I see you with her. Just as I'm with him
Your happy so i keep walking while I grin and bare it.
But like every high school girl. I automatically hate her and want her to go down.
