Holding onto you is a never ending battle of will
The pain never stops flooding my eyes, clutching at my lungs i try to catch my breath
When will our memories stop taunting me in my dreams
When will the day come that i dont silentlly beg for my own death
I keep grasping the thin air for even the slightest hint of you
But like water, all you do is slip through my fingers
As dimond shaped tears glide silently down my cheeks
I cant help but wonder why all the pain lingers
She lays coldy in her bed as her sorrow dampens the air
Wishing to end her life, she hugs herself and closes her eyes tight
Memories of sunshine and smiles flood her tierd mind
And once again they break her down, shes already lost this fight
Every new day is the same heart breaking routine
Always shot back into the same reality she has begged for so many months to leave
Plaster on a fake smile, remeber to laugh on cue
Shes perfected this act so well, she can make anyone believe
No one knows the overwhelming battle she fights with every new rising sun
She keeps all her emotions bottled up behind her deciving blue eyes
She hides a heart that now to tierd to care
And a soul thats been tainted with nothing but lies
Your the only thing worth holding onto
Because your the last thing that was real
And when you decided to walk away
her heart breaking was the last thing she could feel
