My Hospital Visits

Sometimes I think
Maybe I shouldn't tell you
Knowing causes worry
Worry I cannot undo

Sometime I think
That should I not tell
You'd be so angry
You'd scream and you'd yell

So what do I do
In this situation
My hands are tied
Mind full of frustration

I don't want to hurt you
And telling just worries
I can't imagine how you feel
Your mind full of flurries

What's going on?
Is she okay?
Who can I call?
What can I say?

That isn't fair
No, not to you
To you my best friend
I must be true

If something were to happen
How could you know?
If I'm not there
To tell and to show

So that's why I tell
As cruel as it is
But the responsibility
Should not be his

To tell you I died
Would be hard enough
I know he's a man
But they can only be so tough

I love you babygirl
And that is why I tell
We tell each other everything
So I take off my shell