Suicide

He wus like a pure father to me
more so than my own. . .
but he wus my dads brother
oh how i loved him so. . .
he live so far away
but stayed inside my heart
i bearly got to see him
and it really tore me apart. . .
he wus my hero
the one id be proud to say
"thats my uncle nn i love him"
still to this day
then that sad day in november
november 14 2004
he shot himself in his car
never to be heard frum anymore. . .
i love nn miss yu.
but frum the fear i must hide. . .
that one word that kills me. . .
suicide.