Your poem was so strong! believe in god when no one else understands talk to him he will. reach up grab his hand and let him walk you through this i know excatly how you feel. but you have to make the best out of everything. i'm in a abusive relationship and everytime he hits me or yells at me it builds up so much and i let it out in my poetry. Just believe and by the days go by you will get better trust me. please be strong i know its hard but you can do it! if u need someone to talk to i'm here! if you have a myspace search me and i will talk to you lollypop8594@yahoo.com