Explosion or Erosion?

Shall I explode??
Shall I erode??

Not in the mood for conversation,
Because of you I'm on medication!!

Looking at the real reasons why I shouldnt take my life,
Searching for one reason to put down the knife.

When you make the mistakes why should I pay,
It's about time that I have it my way!!

Shall I explode??
Shall I erode??

I dont feel like I've got some one there any more,
Gave it all up, Closed every little door!!

Now every friday night, I'm home alone,
Trying to organize my thoughts by writing a poem.

Shall I explode??
Shall I erode??