Tease

I don't know why i still remember,
or even why i still care.
It was long since last December,
you and me we shared.

I was new in your eyes,
although you always had your spies.
Trust was an issue,
but your lips always left me weak.

You were my first lover, my best friend.
We promised eachother it would be that way until the end.
I gave you my heart, you promising not to tear it apart.

She came along, you ran to your new song.
It hurts to see the truth, even when your mouth refused.

Almost lover to non-existent friend, where are we now at the end?

I see you with her, arms around her.
She curled in your nook.
That used to be my spot,
i used to feel on top.
She turns to kiss you,
you blush just like you used to.

This is like a love-tease, one i've had before.

You turn your head just to see,
i can feel it in your look, you see me.
Our memories flash before you eyes, you remember your lies.
I see the flow of emotion overwhlem you,
You miss me to.

But your with her, and i'm trying to move on.
You've made your choice, and i was second best.
Whether you care at all, it didn't take long for me to fall.

As you turn to wave, i smile.
A moment of flicker, ends even quicker.
away i turn,
for its you i continue to yearn.