I stare at the baby pictures,
as my tears fall down my face.
I've fallen and I feel so weak,
I've lost all confidence and grace.
I don't know what I did wrong,
but I know I hurt him in some way.
I treated him with no respect,
So he decided to leave, and didn't stay.
I'm scared to look into his eyes again,
for fear that he won't love me anymore.
I'm afraid that he'll say something to hurt me,
and then walk right out my door.
I can't believe that I've been so blind,
and that I couldn't see the pain in his eyes.
I can't believe I didn't think of how he might of felt,
When I was drowning myself in my cries.
But now its too late for apologies,
Because I feel like our love is fading away.
What I've done is unexplainable,
If i tried to say sorry I wouldn't know what to say.
But if I could go to the past,
And change anything I want to.
I would go back to that last fight,
And say I'm sorry and I love you.
