Missing you all...

I left so many people behind
So many memories left now confined
In a mind that slowly grows more empty
Everything will soon be buried

I remember everyone so clearly
So I try to dream of them dearly
Each one of them was special to me
Each one of them helped me to see

There was one friend, we stayed up late
Playing cards for cereal, messing with fate
She was always so true, "I'm devoted to you"
When up the stairs we would creep...
I'd say the same thing before sleep.
"I LOVE THAT PICTURE!"

She knows I love her, she always walked in step
Always waits for an answer to how do you do
You know you're with a true friend,
when you spend a time in silence
Thinking its the best conversation you've ever had.

I believe her when she says she'll visit
When she comforts me I let her
I'm not afraid for her to see me cry
We're going to Europe!

There is another friend, who's always made me smile
Employee of the month running down the aisle!
Mickeys speedway! You were always blue!
It was her birthday a short time ago.
It was another thing I missed.

If I was there I would've told her how much I cared
I could've been there to give her birthday bumps
But I guess some things just don't work out
She's understanding and she always knows

She trusts in those who don't trust in themselves
She doesn't care for mental walls
She's one of those people that you can always hope,
To find pretending to be awake when you phone at two

There is yet another, who still plays with dolls
Who's imagination isn't yet lost to the ebb of the flow
She still believes in hope and integrated tech.
One of those who wears plaid and thinks its hot

She likes to make jokes that make no sense
She doesn't find it hard to fit in
Thats what she said!
Times lost, with her are never forgotten

How could I forget kind and loving Venn
I still remember crossing that bridge
To our magical land of Terebithia
It still remains standing, after all those storms
It reminds me of you, strong after everything.

We used to dance in the rain, run through the woods
Bare feet in the hot sun, our hair all in knots
We were the two nymphs of yonder
and the two daughters of the woods
We were sisters, I christened Denis Wilson

We used to laugh in the dark of your basement
Spiders you'd say were on my back
You'd always call me back,
even when I didn't deserve it
So many games of hide and seek shared
Tag! You're IT!

There is another, whom I still don't really understand
She's L, then Neer, then Mello, then herself
Ever-changing like the leaves
Calm like the wind when it doesn't storm

I didn't really know her at first
but I still miss her soft demeanor
With her, I could always hope to escape girlish clauses
into our word of Elle-Du-Vardia

So many faces I can never forget
There is yet one more
One that brought me many tears
One that I wish would just call

He was always there for me
And listened to me go on and on
I left him a piece of my heart
And it will forever be gone

He wasn't like the other boys
He was so very different
Kinder, he was open to change
How I miss talking to him,
Blushing when I said the wrong things

He held my hand in front of our friends
He told me he loved me, and I think he meant it
He actually cared for me
Why'd I have to leave so soon?

To all the days that forever meant till the end
To all the days I miss so much its just plain sad
To my life, the one I couldn't defend
It seems so far away now, will I ever return?

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I miss you guys!