Dead End

I wish I knew what the hell I wanted
Feeling so lost, jaded and haunted

Sober on the outside but drunk on pain within
Fade into the background everytime I'm hurt again

So much pressure building up inside
My surface cracks as more emotions hide

I wish I could cry out this angry fire
But the hate I feel becomes my only desire

Now I am stuck between the walls of my despair
Forced to focus on the shit I once ran from in fear

And my only choices are to die or pretend
So it seems like I've finally reached my dead end