What is wrong with me?

You bring me to tears
You bring to laughter
You bring me closer
Than push me away

What the hell are you doing?
Stop playing me like a fool!
I fall for you every single time!
I cry also.

These scars are never going to go away.
All brought by you.
I hate you
No, I love you.

Just don't leave okay?
Leave now.
I want you here.
I want you gone.

I don't know.