That was meaningful and slightly disturbing. But I know the feeling and I'm familiar with the situation. I hope your life improves, and you don't take your life. It would be a waste of amazing talent. Nice work

Dude;
Dont go breaking on me.
You're the rock ii seem to need more n more as time goes by ..
.. Just dont break.

x0x

Another powerful write. I'm sorry you feel/felt like this though, it's an horrible feeling and everybody as been in this situation but obviously we all deal with it differently. Excellent read, 5/5 x