Let my tears roll away

Don't tell me I'm stupid
That I should just shut my mouth
That I don't know what she's going through
That I could keep my thoughts to myself

You don't know what I've been through
You don't know what I've seen
You have no idea what I've cried over
Or the places I have been

I know exactly how she's feeling
So many times mimicked her hate
I've been in her shoes
Not realizing until its to late

So don't tell I'm weak
Just cause you've never seen me cry
I'm stronger than you'll ever be
Because I'm able to lie

I keep that smile plastered on
All through the day
Till I'm safe behind locked doors
Then I let my tears roll away

I keep up my guard
Never leaving a hole
You'll never know my secrets
Or how well I play me role